This book was written during some of the most intense, compounding, and suffering moments that I experienced. What is meant literally to be head pounding and raging emotional cycles of extreme bliss to chaos and back. This book is a creation through me of that nature and the strength for which is preserved within it. It is a story of survival, knowledge, and wisdom. An expression of the catacomb of life force that is also the representation of us all, not as a tomb, but as a vault of knowledge, experiences, and wisdom built on the ages of human existence from the beginning to the end. I want you all to know that in the end, I found gratitude for the experience even though the vortex was the most horrifying place to go. Many have suffered its fate to a dismal ending of suicide, yet I am a survivor, one who has converted its negative energies to the positive force. This force that is passed from one to another, looking to focus in, had found itself challenged by my own wit, desires, and struggles to find the truth. The knowledge of its existence and the beholder of its cycle should be known by all of us so that it can be nourished for the good of humanity, not the control of them. The Satanist views of the days past have been inverted for the enlightenment has taken hold and will endure for the future existence of humanity. My experience was like the Manchurian candidate 7 billion fold. God bless him who has the strength to withstand this vortex in the next cycle.

God bless you all.

This book was written during some of the most intense, compounding, and suffering moments that I experienced. What is meant literally to be head pounding and raging emotional cycles of extreme bliss to chaos and back. This book is a creation through me of that nature and the strength for which is preserved within it. It is a story of survival, knowledge, and wisdom. An expression of the catacomb of life force that is also the representation of us all, not as a tomb, but as a vault of knowledge, experiences, and wisdom built on the ages of human existence from the beginning to the end. I want you all to know that in the end, I found gratitude for the experience even though the vortex was the most horrifying place to go. Many have suffered its fate to a dismal ending of suicide, yet I am a survivor, one who has converted its negative energies to the positive force. This force that is passed from one to another, looking to focus in, had found itself challenged by my own wit, desires, and struggles to find the truth. The knowledge of its existence and the beholder of its cycle should be known by all of us so that it can be nourished for the good of humanity, not the control of them. The Satanist views of the days past have been inverted for the enlightenment has taken hold and will endure for the future existence of humanity. My experience was like the Manchurian candidate 7 billion fold. God bless him who has the strength to withstand this vortex in the next cycle.

God bless you all.

This book was written during some of the most intense, compounding, and suffering moments that I experienced. What is meant literally to be head pounding and raging emotional cycles of extreme bliss to chaos and back. This book is a creation through me of that nature and the strength for which is preserved within it. It is a story of survival, knowledge, and wisdom. An expression of the catacomb of life force that is also the representation of us all, not as a tomb, but as a vault of knowledge, experiences, and wisdom built on the ages of human existence from the beginning to the end. I want you all to know that in the end, I found gratitude for the experience even though the vortex was the most horrifying place to go. Many have suffered its fate to a dismal ending of suicide, yet I am a survivor, one who has converted its negative energies to the positive force. This force that is passed from one to another, looking to focus in, had found itself challenged by my own wit, desires, and struggles to find the truth. The knowledge of its existence and the beholder of its cycle should be known by all of us so that it can be nourished for the good of humanity, not the control of them. The Satanist views of the days past have been inverted for the enlightenment has taken hold and will endure for the future existence of humanity. My experience was like the Manchurian candidate 7 billion fold. God bless him who has the strength to withstand this vortex in the next cycle.

God bless you all.

This book was written to inspire and motivate everyone to use the gift that God has given them.� Don�t go through life thinking that �I can�t make it.�� God has instilled within everyone of us something to work with.� Whatever it is, do not procrastinate, �it does not edify God.� Trust in God and move forward with what you have in your hands, your spirit, or your heart. Do all you do to the glory of ��God and He will provide and supply every one of your� �needs according to his riches in glory. �

A small Jewish sect calling itself "The Pure Believers",worships in Babylon during the period of Jewish Exile,in the 6th century BCE. It mysteriously disappears from the pages of history,and nothing is known about it for two thousand years,when it is suddenly mentioned by a Vatican scholar at an international conference. What does the scroll actually say? Where was it found? Just who are these “Purists” with their lofty claims of truly knowing the Creator God? Were they just one of the many obscure religious sects persecuted out of existence by mainstream Judaism, or were they a religious creed that was growing like a wildfire, and could have swept the ancient world, and quickly consolidated into a major movement, threatening the very existence of the established Jewish faith. This book covers the journey of the scroll, its theft, loss and burial in the largest book collection in the world. It is a fascinating account of active attempts at suppression, intrigue and courage shown by one man, who is determined to expose to the world such ancient truths, and radical views of the Creator. Well may we ask, why we have always been told that we were born of sin and that we needed all the theatre of incense and bells of formal religion to find God, for ourselves? When in reality our Creator has always been within us, fully aware of our individual limitations, and expecting nothing from us, always knowing the reasons for our every action.

A small Jewish sect calling itself "The Pure Believers",worships in Babylon during the period of Jewish Exile,in the 6th century BCE. It mysteriously disappears from the pages of history,and nothing is known about it for two thousand years,when it is suddenly mentioned by a Vatican scholar at an international conference. What does the scroll actually say? Where was it found? Just who are these “Purists” with their lofty claims of truly knowing the Creator God? Were they just one of the many obscure religious sects persecuted out of existence by mainstream Judaism, or were they a religious creed that was growing like a wildfire, and could have swept the ancient world, and quickly consolidated into a major movement, threatening the very existence of the established Jewish faith. This book covers the journey of the scroll, its theft, loss and burial in the largest book collection in the world. It is a fascinating account of active attempts at suppression, intrigue and courage shown by one man, who is determined to expose to the world such ancient truths, and radical views of the Creator. Well may we ask, why we have always been told that we were born of sin and that we needed all the theatre of incense and bells of formal religion to find God, for ourselves? When in reality our Creator has always been within us, fully aware of our individual limitations, and expecting nothing from us, always knowing the reasons for our every action.

This book is written with the highlights of the authors life bringing out the many times God has preformed miracles in his life. God has and is performing miracles today. Putting God first is important part of life and by doing so he will supply your needs and more. in this book you will read of personal experiences where God saved this authors life from From danger as a Law enforcement officer and has saved him from sickness to include death as he left his body while having a heart attack and the hospital called a code blue that many employee's witnessed as he was returned to his body. Although life changed after the near death experience he gives God the glory and praise spending most of his time telling what Jesus has done for him. The reason for this book is that maybe one person could read it and realize that there is a God and seek out their own salvation and accept Jesus into there life through the Holy Ghost and be baptized in his wonderful name.

This book is written with the highlights of the authors life bringing out the many times God has preformed miracles in his life. God has and is performing miracles today. Putting God first is important part of life and by doing so he will supply your needs and more. in this book you will read of personal experiences where God saved this authors life from From danger as a Law enforcement officer and has saved him from sickness to include death as he left his body while having a heart attack and the hospital called a code blue that many employee's witnessed as he was returned to his body. Although life changed after the near death experience he gives God the glory and praise spending most of his time telling what Jesus has done for him. The reason for this book is that maybe one person could read it and realize that there is a God and seek out their own salvation and accept Jesus into there life through the Holy Ghost and be baptized in his wonderful name.

This book is written with the highlights of the authors life bringing out the many times God has preformed miracles in his life. God has and is performing miracles today. Putting God first is important part of life and by doing so he will supply your needs and more. in this book you will read of personal experiences where God saved this authors life from From danger as a Law enforcement officer and has saved him from sickness to include death as he left his body while having a heart attack and the hospital called a code blue that many employee's witnessed as he was returned to his body. Although life changed after the near death experience he gives God the glory and praise spending most of his time telling what Jesus has done for him. The reason for this book is that maybe one person could read it and realize that there is a God and seek out their own salvation and accept Jesus into there life through the Holy Ghost and be baptized in his wonderful name.

I was scared to death. I had just told God I would do WHATEVER HE ASKED. Now I waited to hear what He wanted me to do, and where He wanted me to go. Would I be able to do what He asked? Would I like it? Would I hate it? Would it be too hard? Where would He send me? What if I failed?

All these questions were running through my head, but I knew that once I made a commitment, I would keep it. Eventually God did unveil His plan. I was supposed to go to Bible School, then get a degree in Elementary Education, and go to Africa to teach the children of missionaries.

This involved language study in Switzerland. WOW! That sounded like fun! Join me as I describe what it was like to live in a Swiss Pension, to study French, and to visit Dr. Francis Schaeffer. While in Europe, I had to go to Paris to get a visa. I was scared of traveling alone, but read how God provided a traveling companion at the very last minute and gave us a great weekend in Paris.

I was originally scheduled to teach in the Congo, but due to a serious rebellion there, I was sent to the Central African Republic where I taught five students in a little thatched roof schoolhouse. Between the bats in the attic, the army ants, the red ants, the flying termites, and the huge flying roaches, I slowly began to adjust to African life and actually enjoyed it.

A year later I was sent to the Congo. The rebellion was over (or so we thought) but during our five day trip to my mission station, we were met by rebels with machine guns demanding our truck. As I slept on the floor in a bullet-ridden room with no food or water, I thought to myself that I should be afraid. But I was calm and peaceful, for in spite of the circumstances, I knew that I was in the center of God�s will, the safest place in the world.

The rest of the book describes the joy of teaching at Rethy Academy, the frustration of learning Swahili, the excitement of village evangelism, the seasons of loneliness, the experience of visiting a Pygmy village, the trials and joys of starting youth camps, and the MANY, MANY lessons that I learned about God and how you can trust Him completely, for what He has planned for your life will be good, acceptable, and perfect, and you can�t improve on that!

I was scared to death. I had just told God I would do WHATEVER HE ASKED. Now I waited to hear what He wanted me to do, and where He wanted me to go. Would I be able to do what He asked? Would I like it? Would I hate it? Would it be too hard? Where would He send me? What if I failed?

All these questions were running through my head, but I knew that once I made a commitment, I would keep it. Eventually God did unveil His plan. I was supposed to go to Bible School, then get a degree in Elementary Education, and go to Africa to teach the children of missionaries.

This involved language study in Switzerland. WOW! That sounded like fun! Join me as I describe what it was like to live in a Swiss Pension, to study French, and to visit Dr. Francis Schaeffer. While in Europe, I had to go to Paris to get a visa. I was scared of traveling alone, but read how God provided a traveling companion at the very last minute and gave us a great weekend in Paris.

I was originally scheduled to teach in the Congo, but due to a serious rebellion there, I was sent to the Central African Republic where I taught five students in a little thatched roof schoolhouse. Between the bats in the attic, the army ants, the red ants, the flying termites, and the huge flying roaches, I slowly began to adjust to African life and actually enjoyed it.

A year later I was sent to the Congo. The rebellion was over (or so we thought) but during our five day trip to my mission station, we were met by rebels with machine guns demanding our truck. As I slept on the floor in a bullet-ridden room with no food or water, I thought to myself that I should be afraid. But I was calm and peaceful, for in spite of the circumstances, I knew that I was in the center of God�s will, the safest place in the world.

The rest of the book describes the joy of teaching at Rethy Academy, the frustration of learning Swahili, the excitement of village evangelism, the seasons of loneliness, the experience of visiting a Pygmy village, the trials and joys of starting youth camps, and the MANY, MANY lessons that I learned about God and how you can trust Him completely, for what He has planned for your life will be good, acceptable, and perfect, and you can�t improve on that!

I am a local man who is unable to work due to a disabling back injury caused in a truck accident in 2006, I am currently on the invalids benefit.
I have a positive mental attitude and firmly believe that when one door closes another door opens.
I also believe that knowledge is the key to a brighter future and the being inform will set you free.
I seek the truth of my earthly existence and love in this world that is full of illusions and stubborn mind sets that do not accept change and growth.
On my journey through life so far I have experienced highs and lows , from being suicidal at times to the exhilaration of being a top soldier, sportsman, father and contributing member of society.
I regard family as the most important part in anyone�s life; it is the stage where you learn to be yourself and about unconditional love. You can choose your friends but not your family lol.
I came from a large family of eight; I grew up pretty fast being the oldest male in the family as described in my first letter of my auto biography. I was guided by my ancestors and god to write so that others could learn from it. I am not a clever man I had 198 half days a whanganui boys college it was just good enough for me to pass the entry exam three times to join the army I was both a regular and then territorial soldier, when East Timor turned to violence in 2000 I reenlisted for the third time, but due to medical reasons I was not accepted for my third tour of duty.
I am a spiritual being as well as flesh, the body is merely a vessel, my hope is that my book will inspire others of like mind or lost souls open there minds to one possible truth the truth that has captivated and inspired me all my life that we all are the children of a very loving god, creator or supreme being.

I am a local man who is unable to work due to a disabling back injury caused in a truck accident in 2006, I am currently on the invalids benefit.
I have a positive mental attitude and firmly believe that when one door closes another door opens.
I also believe that knowledge is the key to a brighter future and the being inform will set you free.
I seek the truth of my earthly existence and love in this world that is full of illusions and stubborn mind sets that do not accept change and growth.
On my journey through life so far I have experienced highs and lows , from being suicidal at times to the exhilaration of being a top soldier, sportsman, father and contributing member of society.
I regard family as the most important part in anyone�s life; it is the stage where you learn to be yourself and about unconditional love. You can choose your friends but not your family lol.
I came from a large family of eight; I grew up pretty fast being the oldest male in the family as described in my first letter of my auto biography. I was guided by my ancestors and god to write so that others could learn from it. I am not a clever man I had 198 half days a whanganui boys college it was just good enough for me to pass the entry exam three times to join the army I was both a regular and then territorial soldier, when East Timor turned to violence in 2000 I reenlisted for the third time, but due to medical reasons I was not accepted for my third tour of duty.
I am a spiritual being as well as flesh, the body is merely a vessel, my hope is that my book will inspire others of like mind or lost souls open there minds to one possible truth the truth that has captivated and inspired me all my life that we all are the children of a very loving god, creator or supreme being.

In 1997 I accepted Jesus as Lord and savior of my life and I have not regret it at all. I believe that it is impossible to live a real gratifying life without God. God has given me many visions and one of them is to reach the lost and dying world. This book is the result of the vision that God has placed in me to reach the world, as I continue to grow I am getting more and more involved in ministry.

In 1997 I accepted Jesus as Lord and savior of my life and I have not regret it at all. I believe that it is impossible to live a real gratifying life without God. God has given me many visions and one of them is to reach the lost and dying world. This book is the result of the vision that God has placed in me to reach the world, as I continue to grow I am getting more and more involved in ministry.